Last night I shared a lovely healing New Moon circle with my wonderful Sisters of the Moon, and it felt good to know that I wasn’t alone in how I’ve been feeling on the run up to the New Moon in Taurus.
These past few weeks I’ve retreated into the darkness…literally! Choosing to shy away from sharing my thoughts and business with the world of social media. I know it’s what I need to do but with it has arisen all my hidden fears, doubts and insecurities BIG time.
How will people find me? Everyone else is doing what I want to be doing? Who am I to be doing this work anyway? You might as well give up before you start. You always give up anyways.
Oh, my mind has been doing overtime. But I’m riding on the wave of uncertainty. Where previously I would have reached for a large glass of wine…that’s a lie a bottle or two lol, I am choosing to sit with this uncomfortableness, and damn it feels like a rough ride, but I have faith that I will come out the other end of it stronger and more confident in who I am and what I am here to do.
I’m putting a lot of my trust in the universe and guidance from mama moon. Last night’s New Moon in Taurus season is asking us to pause and come back down to earth and to ourselves.
Taurus, the fixed-earth sign of the Zodiac, is rooted in structure and laying strong foundations. Do you feel a bit stuck right now? Not sure what path to take in life? If so, you might be tapping into that heavy Taurus energy that is here to ground and help us to get to know ourselves and what we want for our lives. But to do so we need to get still and listen to the inner whispers of our soul.
NEW MOON MUSINGS
This New Moon ask yourself….
Who are you?
What are your values?
Is your life aligned with these values?
What foundations can you start to lay down that will take you closer to aligning with your true path in life?
As we head into this new moon phase it also marks the start of Eclipse season where we will see two Lunar Eclipses between the next Full Moon in Sagittarius at the end of this month and the New Moon in Gemini in June.
What this basically means is that you might sense a feeling like you are in limbo, like something is shifting but you’re not quite sure what… I know I certainly do.
I am so used to planning, creating, doing, avoiding etc but instead I am leaning into the slow and stubborn Taurus energy and staying put in this place of limbo, whilst I get clear on what I want as we ease out of lockdown once again.
So, if you have been so adamant about stepping into our ‘new normal’ a different version of you then make sure you are clear on your values to avoid falling into old habits of behaviour because you are being given the opportunity to change things for the better if you are willing to put yourself first. It’s time to stop the people pleasing.
Go inwards and get to know the true and authentic you...and if you don’t know who that is then between now and the Full Moon take a sacred pause and let yourself receive. Sit in the darkness that resides within you as it’s from there, you’ll come to see the light and find clarity on where you need to take back control in your life.
Meditation is a great practice for this as is the energy that is created by connecting with like-minded sisters. If you feel drawn to it I would love for you to join us in my next moon circle on Tuesday 25th May at 7pm, where we get to clear the decks before heading into June and the start of a new season!
And if you feel like you need some more direction in life, why not book a free discovery call with me to see how I can support you to live a life more aligned with your soul.
Until my next musings thanks for taking the time to read.